Sunday, February 8, 2009
HI(: Lol choir auditions are coming reallllly soon, and i'm kinda scared. Like the melody sounds so foreign to me and stuff, and the speed. All these worry me... PLUS i have had people telling me that i change key like as an when i feel like it, which is DISGUSTING for a person going to join choir-.- Haha because i'm so paranoid, I have decided to meet up with Shao to like practise for auditions tomorrow morning... Sometimes i feel that i'm such a fickle person... as in i'm not really sure what i really want. True i LOVE choir, but getting into choir would mean having half my studying time committed to my wonderful CCA. And this is why i haven't really made up my mind about joining choir...lol that's so me... i take YEARS to decide what i want. Being the not-very-disciplined person that i am, i seriously don't think i can cope well, but i'm still giving it my best shot. Also, although i am clear about what i really want at the end of the day ( which is to do well in A's and get into U ), I still want to do sth which i really like, even if it will be an obstacle to my aim. Lol sometimes i'm really so ironic and stubborn... but ohwells i can't help it. So i have decided to go for choir auditions FIRST then decide if i'll really commit to the CCA. And btw a KIND SOUL has just offerred to study with me since we take the same subject combi(: so yup '2 heads are better than one'(though i'm not really convinced). So yes i'm going to go for auditions and die for A's-.-(lol but i may not die ok!)Ok and now sth which really irritates me...my DISGUSTING PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS. lol YES i have accepted reality and i have come to terms with the fact that i suck at photog. Sigh...i'm so sad btw ( thanks to SSJ-.-). i really have no gift for it la. i mean i lack oberving skills like nobody's business( i didn't include the whole flag in my pic as i was too blind to see it) and i have heard ppl (coughs) say things like' i thought you used hp to take the pictures' when i, in fact, used a very good camera. so yup. I GIVE UP.ok bye bye! i'm not going to put a smiley cos i'm not very happy.P.S i really like photog! someone save me!-Sandra
9:47 PM
sjjc, time to break the rules.
